Tuesday, April 03, 2007
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wenT home straight aft work.
cos i'm currently quitting on gambling.
n i'm afraid tat my hands will itchy.
was tired n tot of sleep early n i slept at 2am.
FIAK. wake to pee at 4am n i cant fucking sleep at all now.
its a TORTURE to me to stare at e ceiling fer hours.
hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm....
nothing special.
werk smoothli n happily.
All i wanna say is he had been as per normal disturbing me at werk n call me when i reach home asking tis n tat but in my heart i know tat we both din dare to discuss e main TOPIC n we're both running away from it.why can he treat like nothing happen aft i told him we're finished?wad is in his mind?i simply dunno,n i din dare to rise any qn. will it be better if we treat tat nothing happened? i doubt. n e fact is it did happen. i simply dunno where is my next step. walk ahead?u-turn?turn left to others? so many qn spinning around my head at tis moment.
Well.. although i know it's useless dwelling over matters.but i cant stop thinking as i'm facing him everyday now. everyone asks me to follow my heart. seriously, i dunno wad my heart wants n says now.
sooooooooooooooooooooooooooo misTy.